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  “If you enjoy Patricia Highsmith, Donna Tartt, and specifically

  Virgin Suicides by Jeffrey Eugenides then Seven Lies is for you. An eerie, foreboding type of psychological manipulation takes a hold of

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  —Mary Giuliano, Director - Independent Retail Sales

  “I loved it! In the crowded world of unreliable narrators, Jane is a

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  “Seven Lies is the best kind of thriller—it will have you hooked from the first page until the very last! But I’m warning you: once you’re

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  “The female relationship turned on its head . . . think Single White

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  “Prepare to read something like you’ve never read before. So many

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  “Seven Lies is a creepy read with a great hook, that draws you in little by little, until you are swept up in the deceit and betrayal of a

  friendship that goes horribly wrong. Loved it!”

  —Wendy Bush-Lister, District Sales Manager - Eastern Canada

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  nd that’s how I won her heart,” he said, smiling. He leaned back

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  in his chair, lifting his hands behind his head, expanding his

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  chest. He was always so smug.

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  He looked at me, and then at the idiot sitting beside me, and then

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  turned back again to me. He was waiting for us to respond. He wanted to

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  see the smiles stretch across our faces, to feel our admiration, our awe.

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  I hated him. I hated him in an all- encompassing, burning, biblical

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  way. I hated that he repeated this story every time I came to dinner,

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  every Friday evening. It didn’t matter who I brought with me. It didn’t

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  matter which degenerate I was dating at the time.

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  He always told them this story.

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  Because this story, you see, was his ultimate trophy. For a man like

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  Charles— successful, wealthy, charming— a beautiful, bright, sparkling 24

  woman like Marnie was the final medal in his collection. And because

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  he was fueled by the respect and admiration of others, and perhaps

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  because he received neither from me, he wrenched them instead from

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  his other guests.

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  What I wanted to say in response, and what I never said, was that

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  Marnie’s heart was never his to win. A heart, if we’re being honest, which 30

  I finally am, can never be won. It can only be given, only received. You

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  E L I Z A B E T H K AY

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  cannot persuade, entice, change, still, steal, steel, take a heart. And you 02

  certainly cannot win a heart.

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  “Cream?” Marnie asked.

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  jug. Her hair was pinned neatly at the top of her neck, loose curls

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  around her cheeks, and her necklace was twisted, the clasp beside the

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  pendant, hanging together against her breastbone.

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  I shook my head. “No, thanks,” I said.

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  “Not you,” she replied, and she smiled. “I know not you.”

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  I want to tell you something now, before we begin. Marnie Gregory is 13

  the most impressive, inspiring, astonishing woman I know. She has

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  been my best friend for more than eighteen years— our relationship is

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  legally an adult; able to drink, marry, gamble— ever since we met at

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  secondary school.

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  It was our first day and we were queuing in a long, thin corridor, a

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  line of eleven- year- olds worming their way toward a table at the other 19

  end of the hall. There were groups huddled at intervals, like mice in a

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  snake, bulging from the orderly, single- file line.

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  I was anxious, aware that I knew no one, psychologically preparing

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  myself for being alone and lonely for the best part of a decade. I stared 23

  at those groups and tried to convince myself that I didn’t want to be

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  part of one anyway.

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  I stepped forward too fast, too far, and stood on the heel of the girl

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  in front. She spun around. I panicked; I was sure that I was about to be

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  humiliated, shouted at, belittled in front of my peers. But that fear dis-28

  sipated the moment I saw her. It sounds ridiculous, I know, but Marnie

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  Gregory is like the sun. I thought it then; I often think it now. Her skin 30

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  pink cheeks. Her hair is a deep auburn, twisted into spirals of red and

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  “Sorry,” I said, stepping back and looking down at my shiny new shoes.

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  “My name’s Marnie,” she said. “What’s yours?”

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  That first encounter is symbolic of our entire relationship. Marnie

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  has an openness, a tone that invites warmth and love. She is unassum-

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  ingly confident, unafraid and unaware of any presumptions you might

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  bring to the conversation. Whereas I am intensely aware. I am afraid of

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  any potential animosity and am always waiting for what I know will

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  come eventually. I am always waiting to be ridiculed. Then, I feared

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  judgment for the pimples across my forehead, my mousy hair, my too-

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  big uniform. Now, my tone of voice, the way it shakes, my clothing,

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  comfortable and rarely flattering, my hair, my trainers, my chewed

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  fingernails.

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  She is light where I am dark.

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  I knew it then. Now you’ll know it, too.

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  “Name?” barked the blue- bloused teacher standing behind a desk at

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  the front of the line.

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  “Marnie Gregory,” she said, so firm and self- assured.

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  “E . . . F . . . G . . . Gregory. Marnie. You’re in that classroom there, the 20

  one with the ‘C’ on the door. And you,” she continued. “Who are you?”

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  “Jane,” I replied.

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  “Oh,” I said. “Sorry. It’s Baxter. Jane Baxter.”

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  She consulted her list. “With her. Over there. Door with the ‘C.’ ”

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  Some might argue that it was a friendship of convenience and that I

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  would have accepted any offer of kindness, of affection, of love. And

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  maybe that’s true. In which case, I might counter that we were destined

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  to be together, that our friendship was inked in the stars, because fur-

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  That sounds like nonsense, I know. It probably is. But sometimes I

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  Yes, please,” said Stanley. “I’ll have some cream.”

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  Stanley was two years my junior and a lawyer with a number of

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  degrees. He had white blond hair that flopped over his eyes and he

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  grinned constantly, often for no discernible reason. He could speak to

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  women, unlike most of his peers: the result, I guess, of a childhood sur-

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  rounded by sisters. But he was fundamentally dull.

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  Unsurprisingly, Charles seemed to be enjoying his company. Which

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  made me dislike Stanley even more.

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  Marnie passed the jug across the table, pressing her blouse to her

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  stomach. She didn’t want the fabric— silk, I think— to skate the top of 15

  the fruit bowl.

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  “Anything else?” she asked, looking at Stanley, and then at me, and

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  then to Charles. He was wearing a blue- and- white- striped shirt and he’d 18

  undone the top buttons so that a triangle of dark hairs sprouted from

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  between the fringes of the fabric. Her eyes hovered there for a moment.

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  He shook his head and his tie— undone and loose around his neck—

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  slipped farther to the left.

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  “Perfect,” she said, sitting down and picking up her dessert spoon.

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  The conversation was— as always— dominated by Charles. Stanley

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  could keep up, interjecting successes of his own wherever possible,

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  but I was bored and I think that Marnie was, too. We were both lean-

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  ing back into our chairs, sipping the last of our wine and absorbed

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  instead in the imagined conversations playing out within our own

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